I'm really sick :-(

I have a cold.

I'm feeling really sick. I have a headache, sore throat, and I feel very cold.

I'm at work :-( No more paid sick days :-(

I'm Bored. Any Suggestions What To Do?

I'm bored!!!!

Very Bored!!!

What Shall I Do Now???

Jen 27 July 2007

I've announced I'll resigned from my job.

I feel relief because everyone at work knows now.

On one hand, I feel a little bit sad because I've built a good relationship with my colleagues and patients. I work here everyday and I'm going to miss this place.

On the other, I feel relief because I don't have to listen to any distort speech anymore.

I feel that I got really annoyed about my job and I bug people around me after work.

I feel that I should release my anger / annoyance on the blog instead :-p.

A few days ago, I felt so annoyed and I act so weird and crazy in front of my friend.

I feel so embarrass.

Since everyone knows I've resigned, I guess they won't be surprised to see me being so lazy :-p

P.S Just wanna tell the world I'm gonna make a big move in my life in a few weeks and I'm SO BLOODY NERVOUS about it!!!

吶喊. 我很慚愧

對我好　對我好　好到無路可退
可是我也很想　有個人陪
才不願把你得罪　於是那麼迂迴

一時進　一時退　保持安全範圍
這個陰謀讓我好慚愧
享受被愛滋味　卻不讓你想入非非

＊就讓我們虛偽
　有感情　別浪費
　不能相愛的一對
　親愛像兩兄妹

　愛讓我們虛偽
　我得到　於事無補的安慰
　你也得到　模仿愛上一個人的機會
　殘忍也不失慈悲
　這樣的關係你說　多完美＊

眼看你　看著我　看得那麼曖昧
被愛愛人原來一樣可悲
為甚麼竟然防備　別人給我獻媚

不能推　不能要　要了怕你誤會
讓我想起曾經愛過誰
我所要的她不給　好像小偷一樣卑微

8:20 pm At Work

Tuesday. 8:20 pm. I'm still at work (because I work afternoon and night shift today.)

Some patients are singing karaoke,

some patients are chit chatting with each other,

guy patients surround female staff and yearn for a chat,

female patients surrond male staff and yearn for a chat.

Such a maniac place.

Sat at Work!!!

I'm at work today. I started at 12:30 pm. Now is 2 pm

I've been sitting on my ass doing nothing for the past two hours.

I finish work at 6. What to do?

Actually I have lots of stuff to do, work and personal stuff, but I'm too lazy to do anything.

I'm sleepy, I wanna take a nap

I'm Disappointed

Got internet back on in my office, I stopped working and surf the net immediately.

I'm really bored. So I decided to eat. There's nothing to eat except oatmeal. I'm eating that, better than having nothing to do.

I'm disappointed because...brb

I'm happy :-)

I'm happy, nervous and excited

Lunch - Friday

BBBOOOOAAARRRREEEDDD!!!

I'm at work.

I have to work tomorrow too. From 12 pm - 6 pm

I'm in the computer room in a psychiatric unit.

There're patients around surfing the net like me too :-p

The IT guy came to fix the server 2 days ago and he only forgot to fix my computer internet connection.

Now I can't surf the net in my office anymore, so I'm surfing the net in the computer room.

Hmm...interesting feelings. Kinda feel like I'm a patient too.

I've been quite productive for the past two days because there's nothng to do, can't surf the net, might as well just do some work * yyyaaaawwwwwnnnn*

Simple Pleasure VS My Madness

I went to see a dentist a few days ago for regularly check up.

The dentist said my teeth are good, no need to repair anything :-) so happy

I feel very scared everytime I visit the dentist cuz I worry he'll find something to fix.

My teeth are not 100% straight. I asked him how to straighten them, he said I have to either remove my canine or trimmed the width of my teeth (x4 teeth in the front) probably remove 6 mm of my teeth in total

I'm not going to do anything cuz my teeth are 95% straight, and I think all the methods he suggested are too destructive.

Since the dentist has to lean very close to me to check my teeth, I washed my hair, had a shower, and deep cleanse my face before I headed to his clinic.

I bought a white dress and a brown belt. The dress looks very good on the plastic model, but it looks hell on me, but I bought it anyway. :-p oh well, can't wear old clothes all the time.

I felt very bad a few nights ago, I woke up at 3 am and felt very ugly and dirty.

I feel guilty cuz I asked my colleague (lower ranking than me) to work harder and be less lazy.

I had a apple + grapefruit + aloe vera juice yesterday.

I bought a herbal tea today, it says it can remove dampness in your body and make you feel more refreshing in the summer.

I'm bored

11 am. At work.

I'm bored.

Just doing boring paper work.

I don't wanna work.

I was about to take a day off today.

But I thought...there's nothing to do at home anyway...

so I might as well save my annual leave / sick leave for later :-)

Ramble

Although I'm not a religious person, I would like to thank god for giving me a ok life. :-p

Just wanna say I bought an aweful drink this morning:

Bitter cucumber, black bean, dried citrus peel and momordica tea, yuck!

It says this drink can cleras body's inner heat and toxic substances, nourishes lungs and enhances body fluid

About videos....

Hi :-) How's it going?

Just a short message to say...

My new videos are in my digital camera.

I need to transfer them to my computer...

but my computer doesn't has enough memory...

so I have to install an extra hard drive,

and then I'll install a program to compress the size of my videos

then I can edit it and put it in avi format.

Sorry...

hehe...the most important thing is...

since I don't know how to do install a hard drive, I'm replying on someone to do it....

I should be able to upload some new videos in 1 week.

Thanks :-)

Die Hard 4

Good movie.

Good entertainment.

Money worth spent.