Merry Xmas

Merry Xmas to everyone!!!!!

Have a happy holiday!!!

Thank you!!!

I feel for you

I know you are going through a difficult time.

Hang on to it. Everything will be alright n turns out good.

Don't forget you'll be home and have a "warm" time soon.

I love you J

RUN

hmm...I have lots of random things I wanna say...I don't even know where to start.

I did a search on youtube "international student studying in USA"

I found some HK ppl posted their life studying in New Zealand.

They hung around with HK ppl, ate asian food, small desk where they studied...etc

It reminded me of my life when I studied in UK/AUS

Those times were ok. (though, I wouldn't say it's brilliant) but it's definitely better than my life right now. In a way I'm not so isolated.

I've been here for...4 months? I've never eaten out. Cuz it's weird to eat out alone in a small town where they're hardly ANY asians.

I did my anatomy test (lab test) today, I felt stupid.

Cuz as usual, I'm the last one to turn it in, other students turned up an hour after the test has started and they finished theirs in a chill out and fast manner.

I think I pushed myself into a position I shouldn't be in, cuz I'm not competitive enough to finish this course.

alright alright...i'll stop moaning.

Wed night. Cold. Quite. S. US

I shouldn't be writing blog, cuz i should be studying, i guess i don't even care capitalizing "i" and what not.

i guess i feel the need to vent my thoughts out...so i'm here writing.

today, in class, a student suggested each one should donate $1 , so that the whole class can come up with $40 to adopt a teenager over X'mas.

apparently, there's a charity thing going on called "adopt a child over x'mas, if you pay $40, you can either adopt a teenager, and bring it home - so that he / she can have a warm x'mas, or you can choose to let the charity organization buy a present for the orphan.

hmm..."orphan" is a mean word. but i don't know what other words to use.

i'm listening to Jay Chow's song and writing in English - it's hard :-p

I guess ppl think it's "poor" to be alone on x'mas.

I'm always alone on x'mas.

I know it's sad. i guess it's my fate.

i didn't donate any $. cuz a) i'm also alone on x'mas. b) i think i'll donate $ to ppl with cancer / blindness...etc ( i feel that they need the money more)

I'm disappointed about certain things in my life. I guess if i don't have expectations, then i'll never get disappointed.

i think my personality is similar to my mom in some ways, we are both silly women.