Guys!!

7 pm here.

Today is my day off (from my internship)

I should have done a lot today. Should have done all my chores and my studies.

Instead, I did nothing. Surfed the net and took a nap in the afternoon.

Shit!!! I need motivation.

God please help me.

人間有情

hmm..

so...1st of all, I said I was gonna post my new video soon, but I've been slacking, so I haven't edited my video.

It was raining very heavily last night, lots of thundering and lighting

I still heard thunder this morning. So I decided to call in and said I'm not driving 50 miles to work in this weather.

My supervisor insisted I need to be at work.

So I finally drove to work.

I thought...if I got stroke by a lighting on the way to work, who's gonna help me?

if I got a car accident and injured myself, who's gonna give a shit?

if I got a car accident and damage my car, who's gonna give me money to fix my car?

I decided not to go to work because I'm not gonna risks all that to go to a job I don't get paid. Plus, I don't get stipend for my gas, so everything is out of my pocket.

(well...let me clarify a little bit more, I'm doing my summer internship right now, it's part of the course requirements, I don't get paid to work for something for 8 weeks)

This is my first year in MO, I know I don't know the norms here, so I text msg a student in my class this morning to ask him is he still going to work in this weather. I didn't call him cuz I don't htink it's appropriate to call something in crack of dawn.

But...he didn't reply me.

I guess my feelings are, there's no 人間有情 in MO, if anything happen to me here, nobody will give a shit.

(hmm...I don't like my last sentence, I just don't know how to express my feelings in words)

My neighbors woke me up cuz they were hving 6

Ok, it's 2 am here.

I got woken up by my neighbors about 1 hour ago cuz they were having sex.

It's not the first time I got woken up by them...Geezzz

E.g. if I was really tired...I usually slept it off and didn't notice anything.

but if I was just so so tired....they definitely woke me up

So...this girl (my neighbor), she screamed soooo loud when she had sex with her bf...

This is basically what she screamed about " Oh yes....Rick....oh yess....YES YES YES YES" " ARGH ARGGGGHHHH ARRGGGHHHHHH" " FU*CK ME!!!!!!!" "I'll fucking cum 4 you!!!!!"
"It's cumming again!!!!"

She kept repeating similar stuff over and over again, and she's screaming out so loud as if she was about to scream her head off.

Well...I don't know what guys think about that...like...how do u concentrate if u or your partner screamed soo loud when u are having sex?

I don't know...I guess guys like it...

But to me...it just sounded too exaggerate and not sexy....

hmm...just sounded like she was trying to reassure her bf that he was doing the right thing and she's having such a mind blowing sex.

New Videos + I want to get out of this rut

Hi Guys,

new "creepy" videos will be up soon.

P.S

I want to get out of this rut I'm in.

m: getting a shitty low paid part time job.

going to school...doing homework...studying (all these don't make money)