Tuesday, November 20, 2007

F*cking Hell

This is how I feel right now.

9:17 pm. ARHHHHH!!!

I'm extremely lonely and bored.

What's the matter with me.

I don't like to moan and whine. Cuz that's annoying.

But I do feel extremely shit.

What is wrong with me.

I don't know what more to say besides I'm so f*cking isolated, lonely and bored.

I feel crap cuz if i don't go to myspace and chat with strange people, I don't have anyone else to chat with.

What's the hell is wrong with me. Am i that shitty and crap?

I have no interest chatting with weirdo in myspace, they're rude, strange, not funny, some are like 14, and others are like 56. F*cking hell.

And I'm getting so many random messages - "you are pretty" "you are cute"

If i'm cute and pretty, then why I'm so isolate and by myself all the time.

I'm feeling sorry for myself. cuz i'm in my late 20s.

I need help. Please rescue me.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Jen, Where are you living now? NYC GUY , Cary

Jennifer said...

I live in the U.S

Jennifer said...

hehe...i don't live in NY

Eric said...

Maybe you're homesick being away from HK.

Perhaps this will make u feel better. It's my HK photos from my last three trips:

50 pics of Hong Kong by me. You can click on the photo for a title/description

http://www.flickr.com/photos/thesilverstate/sets/72157603166091218/show/

Chong Chung Fui said...

sorry to hear that you feel this way, you have my sympathy. i guess i know how u feel, away so far from home.

well, im busy most of the time, but when i'm online, feel free to add and chat with me on msn messenger:

chungfui3000@hotmail.com

at least i can promise u that im not some 56 year old wierdo asking 4 ur phone number... ^^

Eric said...

I'm glad you liked my photos!

I was born in Hong Kong and immigrated to the U.S. at a very young age where I've been living for almost 25 years (currently in Las Vegas). I've been visiting Hong Kong twice a year for the last decade. In fact, I just returned from a trip two weeks ago.

Currently, I work for HSBC in the U.S. Hopefully, they will reassign me to Hong Kong someday. My ultimate goal is to have a nice oceanview office at HSBC headquarters in Central.

But before that can happen, I need to improve my Cantonese (which SUCKS badly). To improve, I've been watching YouTube stuff in Canto (which is how I bumped into your videos). If you have any other suggestions, that'd be great!

Jennifer said...

Rodent,

My suggestion is you can hire me to be your cantonese teacher.

JK

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