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hmm...I have lots of random things I wanna say...I don't even know where to start.

I did a search on youtube "international student studying in USA"

I found some HK ppl posted their life studying in New Zealand.

They hung around with HK ppl, ate asian food, small desk where they studied...etc

It reminded me of my life when I studied in UK/AUS

Those times were ok. (though, I wouldn't say it's brilliant) but it's definitely better than my life right now. In a way I'm not so isolated.

I've been here for...4 months? I've never eaten out. Cuz it's weird to eat out alone in a small town where they're hardly ANY asians.

I did my anatomy test (lab test) today, I felt stupid.

Cuz as usual, I'm the last one to turn it in, other students turned up an hour after the test has started and they finished theirs in a chill out and fast manner.

I think I pushed myself into a position I shouldn't be in, cuz I'm not competitive enough to finish this course.

alright alright...i'll stop moaning.