Wed night. Cold. Quite. S. US

I shouldn't be writing blog, cuz i should be studying, i guess i don't even care capitalizing "i" and what not.

i guess i feel the need to vent my thoughts out...so i'm here writing.

today, in class, a student suggested each one should donate $1 , so that the whole class can come up with $40 to adopt a teenager over X'mas.

apparently, there's a charity thing going on called "adopt a child over x'mas, if you pay $40, you can either adopt a teenager, and bring it home - so that he / she can have a warm x'mas, or you can choose to let the charity organization buy a present for the orphan.

hmm..."orphan" is a mean word. but i don't know what other words to use.

i'm listening to Jay Chow's song and writing in English - it's hard :-p

I guess ppl think it's "poor" to be alone on x'mas.

I'm always alone on x'mas.

I know it's sad. i guess it's my fate.

i didn't donate any $. cuz a) i'm also alone on x'mas. b) i think i'll donate $ to ppl with cancer / blindness...etc ( i feel that they need the money more)

I'm disappointed about certain things in my life. I guess if i don't have expectations, then i'll never get disappointed.

i think my personality is similar to my mom in some ways, we are both silly women.