Stupid F*ck

I don't know why I have so much grudge inside me tonight, I guess it's because it's Sat night and I'm my own cooking alone watching a video.

My neighbor had a bbq thingy this afternoon, I wasn't invited.

My neighbor is a girl...there were a few girls there...look like they had a happy girls afternoon.

I got out the apartment cuz I needed to return some videos...and I bumped into some of them...one girl gave me that look "You are ugly / or I'm prettier than you look"

I don't know why I always that those look from some girls.

I probably look very unappealing.

One of the girl at work asked me (she's fine...very friendly...but ignorant that's all)...she asked me "Do you guys have cereal in HK? What do Chinese eat for breakfast?"

Another day, she asked me "Have you heard of American airline?"

I have a perfect answer for her...but I didn't say it...I wanted to reply "No, I swan to America"

A couple weeks ago...she asked me "Have you eaten beans before?"

On Thurs night, I got woken up by my neighours, she was having sex with her bf and was really banging on the wall.

I had a test on Friday...so I was glad I got woken up by them cuz I revised the stuff from 3 am - 8 am before I took the test.

All I'm saying is...I'm a bitter sad old woman.

I turned in a paper, I spelled "learnt" - the past tense of learn.

My professor screamed at me and said "u did it over and over again"

I wanna say "it's british english, you stupid ignorant yankee"

Lastly, a puke provoking cliche "I'm a walking corpus with no soul" (huh...kinda doesn't sound so weird if I say that cliche in chinese)

My life is all about work, study for tests and go to school.

There're no love,joy or excitement in my life.