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Where will life takes me

8:22 pm

Fall semester started today.

I'm quite overwhelmed by all the new materials.

I'm 27. In 1 year and 9 months, I will graduate from my post grad degree. And then I'll take a board exam.

In 1 year and 9 months, I'll be 29.

What will I be doing and where will I be when I'm 30.

Can't believe I'm gonna be 30 years old in a few years.

I wish I'll be in a good state when I'm 30

Keanu Reeves.

Well...just another random entry. :-p

Keanu Reeves is so handsome!!!!

It'll be so cool if I bump into him in LAX airport n chit chat w/ him n take photos.

I like 3rd st promenade and Hollywood.

Love - How much is it

All love is conditional.

(maybe not mother - child love in some cases)

How much do you need to input or what do you need to possess before your partner will do things back to you?

I truly don't believe there is unconditional love.

You love me because you think I'm pretty.

You love me because I make you feel good.

You love me because I keep you company.

You love me because I listen to you.

You love me because I give you pleasure.

I guess nobody loves me because I haven't received any phone calls from anyone to check on me after the car accident.

Maybe I was being a drama queen and have been acting like it's a big deal.

I deleted a phone number today. A person I thought cares about me but actually doesn't.

He did care about me, but not anymore.

It's just really sad to learn how things work in reality. (i.e. nothing lasts)

traumatized from the car wreck

I think I'm kinda traumatized from the car wreck.

Everytime I think about it, I feel that I'm so lucky that I survived

I guess it's one of those things that you won't understand how it feels unless you've experienced it.

I feel that the scene of the accident comes up in my mind every now and then...even though I don't try to recall it...

for the past 2 nights, I closed my eyes to go to sleep...the whole thing just came up in my mind...and it made me scared.

:-(

Feel so stupid that I wrecked my car.

Now I have to spend money to buy another one.

It's so hard to find reliable cars for my budget.

I have been stuck inside my apt for 2 days, cuz I don't have my own transport

Car Wreck

I had a car wreck this morning. Bad one. My car was completely ruined. It's unrepairable. It flipped around 2 times. The wheel came off and I was upside down when the car stopped rolling.

I didn't injuired myself at all. Thank God.

(P.S All the windows are shattered)

Another car that drove pass me stopped and the driver Jason offered help. He's a Christian. He's really helpful. Also, my previous car salesman (also a Christian, he has been really helpful too)

Thank you everyone!!!

My seatbelt was on...so it kept me from bouncing inside the car when it was rolling.

Also...it kept me from falling down...and hit my head or broke my neck when I was hanging upside down.

Jason said God saved me. He said God has a purpose for me so God didn't take away my life / let me have any injuries.

After this traumatizing experience, I feel that maybe he's God's messenger...maybe God wanna clear my doubts about many things...

So...thank you God. Thank you for everything. I trust that you exist and I'm thinking of becoming a Christian. Even though I might not be doing everything that a Chrisitan should...I'll try my best to be a good person (which I think in general I am)...I'll have you in my heart.

Wednesday night. 06 Aug 2008

...I wonder how many ppl view my blog.

This blog is gonna be pretty random...cuz I love babbling random thoughts.

So after work tonight, I decided to drive to downtown to get some Vietnamese food. I have been having a crave for lemon grass chicken, taro boba tea and beef noodles soup everyday for the past 3 weeks. Tomorrow is my day off...and I have been having a lot of stress lately...so I decided to give myself a treat.

I kinda made my supervisor mad 2 days ago....well...I won't go into that...cuz it's a long tedious story.

It would be wonderful to eat out in a Viet restaurant tonight, but I didn't want to eat out alone...so I decided to get take out.

Kinda sad cuz...nobody call me after work...and nobody hang out with me after work...

well...I've been like that 98% of my life...

I guess I have a happy surprise this evening...the Viet restaurant forgot to charge my food...so got free food tonight...yah!

I guess I'm stop moaning. Guys, I'm not whining, I'm just expressing my thoughts.

Yes, I have already uploaded my new Video

Hehe...I have just uploaded my new video on youtube.

Will embed in my blog soon.

hehe...if u can't wait...just watch it in youtube :-)

Thank you for your patience.

:-D

My mood - Today

因有自信　
所以美麗
使我自卑都放低

That's what I wish