Guess what guys!!!

I saw a dog crossing the road when I drove to the supermarket, it looks like some sort of a Nova Scotia Duck Tolling Retriever

When I got home from school at about 9:30 pm

I saw that dog standing like 4 ft away from my porch and was looking at me. I stood there and we looked at each other for 30 secs...

I went inside my apt and turned on the light so I can have a good look at him

and when I came back out, he's not there anymore.

WOW...what's going on, all the strays are coming towards my apt.

Big Bear Lake

I'm coming!!

P.S cat pooed on my bed when she was coughing last night.

My neighbour was having sex and it woke me up.

Basically, everything I sleep in my bedroom, I got woken up by my neighbour

Hehe...the stuff I just mentioned are not new anymore, it's just routine stuff I have to deal with

I like these 2 lines

今天心情好嗎　是否不愉快

要一切都看得開　世界沒有太壞

Stop dwelling on the past

Good one

Cat Pic

施比受更有福

So I drove my friend to a mechanic to help her get her car fixed, when I got back home, the cat is not outside my apartment. I miss her terribly.

(she wasn't around cuz she got scared when the landlord was moaning the lawn)

She got scared of the ppl who threw the trash away too.

I guess my feelings towards this cat just gradually developed, cuz she's there with me and she keeps me company.
(hehe...she watched video with me and she was there when I washed the dishes / cooked)

I took her with me when I returned a video and she got so scared. she refused to leave the car. So I just let her stay in the car :-p

And when I was driving, she kept looking outside the window to see where I'm taking her. :-p (i actually find it quite cute)

And when I got back home, she's probably a little bit disorientate, and she doesn't remember where she is...and she follow me so closely to walk back home (from the parking lot) , she wanna make sure I don't just leave her like that.

So...my friend Rachael, her car wouldn't start, so I took her to the mechanic Tony, and Tony came with us back to the school to look at her car.

I took her to Tony because Tony never charges me for small things.

But surprisingly, he charged Rachael $27 labour, and he didn't do anything, he just
did some testing, and Dr H (one of the professor) hook on the jump's cable to charge the battery of her car.

Hmm...Rachael is black, Tony's white, do you guys think there's some discrimination going on?

So I'm going over Phong's place for dinner tonight. He just moved in to a new house. ARGHH!!! He doesn't allow me to bring the cat with me

I want to bring my cat with me so she can has some fun too, and she can meet some ppl

(I'm so crazy about cat right?)

I guess I like cats because I had 2 cats when I was a kid.

So I have a soft spot for cats.

Kitty Cat

So, my cat's condition gone worse again today.

She's not eating / drinking much.

She doesn't really meow today.

This course of antibiotics hasn't finished yet. It helped her a little bit at the being, but now she's worse again :-(

I'm sad cuz I feel that maybe I haven't taken good care of her. I feel like I'm a little bit responsible for her death (she's a stray though, when I got her, she's already sick)

She kinda makes a good company (sometimes), when I come home from school, she greets me (hehe...to ask for food though...but it's ok :-)

So...I'm thinking...what shall I do with her? I really think she has leukemia, she fits into all the signs and symptoms of leukemia. The vet saids he would recommend a blood test to confirm it, but I think you can pretty much tell she does even without a blood test.

So...what shall I do? Put her down to relief her from misery of being sick? Or shall I keep feeding her hopefully she'll live 5-8 years?

A internet source says they may live 5-8 years even with leukemia.

This is a really tough decision. I really don't want to see her die.

This afternoon, after I fed her medicine, I put her on the table when I fed her...after I'm done, I put the medicine back to the fridge...when I came out...she' still laying on the table, not moving. I shook her...still not moving...I thought she's died. After several minutes...she got up.

She has poo on her...she doesn't even know...everytime when she's really sick...she doesn't know there's poo on her paws.

Just a side note, she scratched me when I was feeding her medicine on the weekend, and my lymph node is tender. I read that cat scratch disease usu will recover by itself. I hope I'll be fine.

P.S If I'm going to get a pet in the future, I think I'm gonna call him/her Toughy...hehe...kinda gay...I know...but I like it.

I'm obsessed with you

也許吃不到的葡萄是酸的....瑪德

You are beautiful in my eyes.瑪德

Feeling like a fool

Kitty...oh wait...My big old cat :-p

I wanna thank God for giving me this cat.

It keeps me company and my life is happier with her presence.

一切很美只因有你...Time to Ramble!!!

It's 1:08 pm here.

I have so much to ramble about, but i need to get ready to go to a group project at 2

(and I need to have a shower and wear make up cuz after the meeting, i need to go straight to work, and I'm still eating my lunch)

9 pm Sunday.

I still haven't cleaned up my apartment.

Hmm...it's a beautiful night. Cool, not humid, fresh air.

(that's probably why I'm feeling moody)

Alright guys, 2:44 am Monday morning.

I didn't do anything this weekend. (such a bad student)

hmm...I don't know why...but I'm kinda feeling moody / lonely...whatever... you name it

I vacuumed my apartment today. I feel that I can breath now...with all that dust / dust mite gone.

I think I'm gonna write this blog entry as if I'm writing a diary.

Hmm...don't know why...I'm too lonely, I don't even want to go to sleep (alone)...I think that's what ppl refer to seasonal affective disorder. J/K I'm fine mentally.

Ok, not sure what I wrote last night when I wasn't sober

It's 3:25 pm Monday afternoon. Time to ramble more!! :-( I'm pathetic (or maybe not :-p)

ok guys, I give up. It's 7:24 pm. And I guess i still haven't touched on what I wanted to say.

Have a good night.

By the way.

I bought a juicer!! yah!!!

trying to eat healthy