God please help

I'm a sinner. Please forgive me.

I beg you to help me.

Please. I'm sorry I don't practice Christian principles. But I believe you exist and I believe you have the power to fix everything.

Please help me.

I know I only come to you everytime I'm in trouble. I know I have made so many promises that I did not keep.

I'm really sorry.

I'm stressed out, I'm under a lot of pressure, I'm terrified and I'm scared. Really scared.

Am I a really bad person?

Am I a really bad therapist so u want to stop me from practicing? or do you think i'm gonna get hurt practicing so u want to stop me from achieving?

Please be with me when I have to deal with different people tomorrow.
Please help me change their mind set so everything can be resolved simply and happily.

God, I'm really scared.

Will I be able to overcome it?

Please don't leave me. Please help me on this one.

I'm sorry.