Fri evening

I finished work at 7 pm cuz theres nothing to look forward to

Im glad Im working tomorrow cuz its better to earn sum concrete money than to sit around doing nothing

I will even work on Sunday if i could find sunday work

I remember years ago i wrote on my blog, sumthg like im gonna grow old n die alone, so i need money cuz data the only thg on earth that will provided comfort to me

Love...if it happens, great, for my age, i dont even know whether it exists anymore

I dont like eating out on public holidays, weekends or fri nite, cuz it looks sad and pathetic

I often eat out alone during weekdays though

If i really wanna eat take away foos, i will get huge portions so it seems like im getting for 2 ppl

I read on da paper sumone, completly healthy, suddenly one day thinks that she can do anythg anymore, n became disabled

Omg, mind is such a powerful thing, i told ppl im depressed, most ppl i know w depression hve trouble getting rhe motivation to do anythg, they cant go to work etc, i told ppl my depression is weird, it makes me wanna do a lot to take my mind off

I had a weird dream several nights ago, i saw many puppies crawling out from under the quilt, aww so cute initially, but then i took a closer look, a lot of them dont look like puppies, they r like infants of wild animals, so scary